Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Don't eat that snow! (You don't know where it's been)


Snow In Seattle!
It's always big news when the white stuff finds Seattle. We never know if it will even get snow every year and never know when to expect it if we do. We've been dumped on in November and some years as late as February and then there have been years no snow fell at all. 

 The flakes started coming down yesterday morning, just little ones that weren't sticking around. Then at mid-day they decided to stick around and we have a good couple inches this morning. For those that battle feet high piles of snow in other states a couple inches is no big deal, but here it's major news. The main reason it is such big news is that no one in the Seattle really knows hows to drive in the snow. Oh, there are plenty a folks that like to think they do, but they don't. Another reason Seattle has to shut down whenever it snows is that from the beginning of time, Seattle has only owned one snow plow, (think they might have three now), and no one could figure out out how to use it.

Of course I'm kidding, lol, but it is true that we didn't have as many snow plows here that were needed and after a couple of surprise snowfalls that left Seattle totally immobilized, they beefed up the plow fleet. But driving in the snow is real tricky here because of the many, many steep hills. Even expert snow navigators from all those heavy snow laden states come here and can't make their way to the market without landing in a ditch. And we have wet snow too - it's like dumping a tanker truck load of Slurpee's into the roads which leaves no traction at all - ever experienced a Slurpee stop? Kids love 'em cause it's a lot like riding in a bumper car - wheeee!




Snow Happy!
Everyone loves the snow here and most want a lot more than we get!
They're saying that tonight is the night we get DUMPED on!The news is yakking about nothing else and everyone is flocking to the store for supplies. As far as I'm concerned, snow is dandy as long as I don't have to drive in it - and that includes, frozen slush, black ice, regular ice and ANY hill clear, covered or otherwise.

When I was a kid a snow was at the top of the list when it came to that ""Kid Excitement Meter" - especially the first snow of the season! It was right up there with opening the first gift at Christmas, "Snow Days", (not having to go to school), was always an occasion to Happy Dance!

We lived on a hill when I was a kid which meant there were TWO places to go sledding. One was very steep, but on the short side, (which makes a BIG difference on your way back up toting a sled or an inner tube), and then the other was a lot less steep and much longer - my friends and I stuck to the shorter, steep hill, thrillseekers yet lazy.

 We'd be there for hours, only taking quick hot chocolate breaks and then trudging our way back to the crest of the hill. Some of my friends would go in for hot chocolate never to be seen again. Their mother's would get a hold of them, ripping their rubber boots, mittens and soaked snow clothes off before they even knew what hit 'em. They'd perch themselves in their living room windows, cozy in their flannels and bunny slippers, looking quite disgruntled and miserable. Of course we'd wave at them and call for them to come back out. They'd shake their heads or, much to the dismay of their mother, open a window or come out on the front porch to holler at us that their mom's wouldn't let them. We'd laugh, toss a few snowballs at 'em and then tease them with our over-dramatic antics in the snow.

When it was over, it was over.
Limping on feet I wasn't sure were even there, wiping my red, very runny nose with soaked, frozen mittens and trailing behind me my worn out sled I would finally go home, whipped, exhausted, frozen to the core, but oh, so satisfied. I never lasted long after getting into dry clothes and usually drinking down a cup of chicken noodle or cream of tomato soup. We always had the fireplace raging on those snowy days and nights and that's where I'd collapse and fall into a deep sleep, never remember my dad carrying me off to bed. 

Of course there was nothing worse than to wake up the next morning and find that all that precious snow had been transformed into boring old rain sometimie in the night. Snowmen, which stood so straight and alert would be hunched over, tired and oh, so dingy. But in Seattle, that's how it goes - the rain owns this city and when it comes to snow, ya gotta act fast and get out there as soon as the first flake falls. 

We'll see what tonight brings -
wouldn't be the first time we braced ourselves for the "Snow of ALL Snows" only to find a dusting on the front porch. Either way, I'm stocked up on hot chocolate. 


Saturday, January 14, 2012

Girl, Interrupted



Just when,......
you think you're finally on your way, finally getting there, life steps in, shoves you to the side and the next thing you know, life as you know it is nothing more than a three-ring side show with YOU hanging by that proverbial thread.
Pass the brownies please,....thank you very much!

Not long ago I saw, for the first time, the movie, Girl, Interrupted, starring Winona Ryder, Angelina Jolie, Whoopi Goldberg and the late Brittany Murphy.

 GREAT film and if you haven't seen it, you should check it out. It takes place in the 60's and Winona plays Susanna Kayson, who wrote the story, (true account), of her 18 month stay in a mental hospital. Once there she meets other young women with all kinds of "issues" and, well, let's just say the problems that her fellow patients face is a big eye opener for Ms. Kayson, especially when she allows herself to get sucked into the whacked world of Lisa Rowe, (Angelina Jolie).


I could really relate to Winona's character, Susanna, but then I have found that I can relate to just about every character Winona plays in all her movies so maybe I just connect with Winona herself somehow. And I actually knew a girl exactly like Lisa Rowe and found myself tangled up in her mental illness making choices that can only be termed as (pretty darn), "bad". It was a time in my life, (in the 70's), that my seemingly uneventful, normal world was exposed to an unbalanced side of living that changed my naive perspective. Lessons such as these are good - they show us that everything doesn't fit together like a pretty picture puzzle.
Sometimes the pieces, no matter how hard you try to shove them together, just don't/won't fit. 

Pardon Me
So, just like Winona's character, Susanna, who's life gets so rudely interrupted with a heavy dose of reality, so has mine. My 20's was interrupted with being stalked and abused, (for ten long years). 2006 found my life devastatingly interrupted with the sudden death of my Mother, divorce after 11 years of marriage and the unexpected suicide of my son - all happening in a 5 month span. And now, well, my life is interrupted with joblessness, homelessness and being downright penniless. "Interrupted" is a gross understatement when it comes to how my life has been, but whatever way ya look at it, these events totally disengaged me from the plans I set forth in my life.

"Interrupted" is such an innocent and polite term, way too innocent and polite to describe the disruption and carnage that my life has been faced with but out of all that rubble some good has been delivered.

 But then I guess it's all in how you look at it. There are times I want to just lay down and die, to give up, to give in and let the interruptions be the demise of me and all my silly dreams. Not easy being 55 years old and having to accept that not only are my bright and shiny life-long dreams, born when I was just a young girl, totally interrupted, they were totally and devastatingly annihilated, never to be fulfilled or seen again...ever.


Excuse Me
One thing I've learned through all the interruptions in my life is that eventhough I ended up on more detours than I would have ever imagined, there were some divine paths presented to me that I'm actually grateful for. The friends I've made, the people I've met have all gifted me with better insight, a new perspective and comfort in order to let go and embrace hope once more.

I don't know how I'm going to fare once I find my way to other side of my life's most recent interruption, but I do know that Jesus is strong by my side, that my Father God will never forsake me and no matter where I end up, it will be where He wants me to be. 

Just like it is when someone barges in and so rudely interrupts what we're doing, sometimes we just have to be still, wait and when the time is right, step boldly back out into the Light and follow the path, whether it be old, new or totally bizarre, making no sense at all.

This is OUR journey, our stepping stones and the worst thing we can ever do is allow ourselves to be totally derailed.

 Yeah,...Girl, interrupted,.... just be sure to save me some brownies!